Monday, April 17, 2006

so what next?

Life has been flowing smoothly without any bumps on the way.
lately i have been completing my assignments projects etc of my final btech year
and suddenly i feel pretty empowered to take on the world after 4 years of
head-banging with my computer screen.It seems to me that i can do anything in field of computers that anyone else can brag about to do,But i know deep in me that research is not my cup of tea....I am too cunning and opportunistic to accept the life of a sage trying to give something back to scientific community...in that way i am not even a proper nerd..

Done dbms assignment not to my full satisfaction due to lack of time but also partly due to my labby.Its my mentality that if i do a lab-assignment i do it the best way...anyways the lab assignment still was impressive enough to prompt proff to ask us to write a draft about it for publishing :)..

Right now doing a ML project and really it continues to astonish me that how much scope is there left in this field to take it as your future research field.I strongly believe ML and AI are the future-sciences.I think again my ML project will be the most elaborative one and i will try to make it as one of the best .....

On emotional front it really feels nice to enjoy the feeling of being loved and being in love....it simply can be put as something really wonderful....One thing more it also feels nice hear ,that "i look attractive to opposite sex"...:D

Right now the main priority is to finish ML assignment tonight itself....
I guess i am going to read ML for the whole day today!!Let's understand this thing ...it's a bit too fascinating to ignore ..

At night me and nitzee will try to do as much work as possible.....
And i hope by tomorrow we will be able to do something wonderful.....
From tomm i will try to prepare for my DBMS exam and then ecomm finally ....

Reading: Acopost review
Planning to work:Endesems and ML project
Listening : Last Christmas,Savage Garden

Saturday, April 01, 2006

welcome to the club

Note:I am not going to provide reader all the details that happened on a fateful night of 31st march and morning of 1 april the so called april fool

It sometimes feels like a dream when your all deepest desires are fulfilled in one go...the things you have been dreaming all along ur life have suddenly sprang up to life and i must admit that i was swept away by the flurry of emotions that lay in human heart right from the moment he starts understanding.

Life is very short and this is my favourite quote and philosophy of my life that
i like to live in present without carrying extra baggage of past and premonitions of future....I feel i am just a soul in thw whole world making its own share of memoirs whom i collectively call as my life.

It also seems to me that life has its charm due to its uncertainty,i am a serious believer in the power of fate but my never say die attitude tends to balance this aspect of my life and i never give up without a fight.If i know in deepest of my hearts that i have given my 100% ,it doesn't matter to me whether i passed or failed...Becuase ultimately the goal of a success is feeling of contentment !!


We meet ppl at different milestones in our life and we sorta bond with them but i really care for the ppl who have weathered the test of time and monotony to be with me even after a substantial amount of journey of my life and those are the ppl i say are my true friends ...rest all are the fellow travellers with whom u can have a little chit-chat and light banter along the way...

This day will be going into my book of life as one of the most fateful day
and i will never ever forget the fellow traveller however brief may be our stint together ......
Infact i can breakup my life in major chunks depending on dates/years/timlines

26/12/1983 : I was born :)
1986:i first went school
1990: For the first time in my life i came first my class and we left jhansi
1991:I shifted to KV itarsi no.3,the ground of my numerous chidhood memoirs
1998:Shifted to KVNO.1 Itarsi for my teenage memoirs (pretty exciting time in my life)
2001:worst year in my life
2002:Got admittion in CSE IITKGP due to my fate and never say die attitdue
2002-2006: Experienced a tremendrous change in my basic personality (my not so college memoirs,best phase of my life,got to know the value of smart ppl and got very down to earth with my attitude in company of some supremely wonderful ppl)
1april,2006: Some deepest desires fullfilled,pehla nasha pehla khumar ...
Next:?????

And here i go trudging towards my next basecamp of the arduous journey called life
with a glint in my eye with anticipaion of something wonderful happening in ner future ...
i salute u god ....i respect and chersih my life....
It is the greatest gift u have given to ur unworthy child

Working : Btech Project
Thinking Abt: 1 april
Listening:Wake me up when september ends
Reading: nothing


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