fate vs will,Will come back hard
One of my chidhood dreams was to become an ias ...Destiny has carried me here and got me to study computer science but i must admit that i m a terrible adapater.....But once i adapt i am as good as anyone...One wud be amused to know that i used to fear from/hate maths(which i still do!!) and ended up as doing something which pertains to mother of all mathematics...this is pure fate...it is noting that i cud have done something about it
Similar thing holds for about the halls i live in....... pure fate!!
But i know i have an enormous amount of will power and i will turn my dream into reality ...not for me but for some ppl who have pinned their hopes on me
The post before was just posted right after a macabre exam...
And I was feelin quite low as tina has also left me .........I wish she cud understand that how much i care for her ...it was just that i got entangled in the cobwebs of my life and must admit became a lot sel centred...........i always njoy doing some programming and instead of writin a mail ...i thought writin same lines of code will produe something wonderful....But She will always be a one special person in my life ....I also thought it very ridiculous to hold to her ...when sh can do so much better with out me........After all I know that i am a little self centerd these days ....but its the necessity of he hr ...otherwise i will lose the focus and time lost will just not come back
Soo tommorrow also i have my exam as well ...Software engg
Gotta study and make some b'ful concepts ...This is the subject i love and i seriously disagree with the ppl who say that it is just about mugging ...I think the companies and organisation who develop mamoth s/w knows and appreciate its value...Since i also have made some small s/w of my own like "snakes and ladders" aka "solitaire"...So i know how much effort a systematic planning can save
So definitely thumbs up for s/w engg
But History will always be my first love
And me going to "TCS-HYDERABAD" for my summer intern ....Hoping that will find something new there and excited to make some new friends in this mildly complicated entangled web of my life
posted by maxi @ 5:27 PM
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